Why Complicat life ?

Time Travels , we all are helpless, we all are surrendered . she chose her way .. she doesn't found me to be eligible to show herself framed with me in a nice picture. may be her reasons, her life, ..the question is

Why Complicat life ?

i didn't do intentionally, but it was destined (the helpless word)

and the story was lil diffrent..

Missing somebody - call - BLOCKED

wana meetup- invite - not ready at any cost

wana be understood -explain - just dont want to understand (PREDECIDED)

have question - ask - Who the Hell I am to be answerd

dont like something - say it - taked it negetively (ya ya ..Self Respect)

like something - state it - yes ! this is fine her own achievement nothing in my eyes.

want something - ask for it - i was clearly not eligible

love someone - tell it - Never ever can understand how it was how it is and how it will be ...

we have just one life, keeped it simple, keeped her in centre , though .. pain striked 

i dream about you and i lost my breath

i gave you my heart and i lost my hope

 i gave you my love and i almost lost my life

~ I Lost Everything ~ 

--- Silent Pain of SOul -- "InNocent Soul"

I have loved and lost

Many times I have loved and lost, for so long my heart lay shattered and broken. I have given up on life and pieces of my heart scattered, have left it bleeding, numbing with pain.

Then you came along, patiently you picked them up, unceasingly healing it back with the warmth of your love. Slowly my heart began to feel again, like a flower awakening to the warmth of the sun. Bringing life and it's splendor back in existence into my world.

Yet with all the love you showered, the care you've lavished, reluctance still lurks in my heart and mind. You've given me everything and asked for nothing. Healed my heart, given me hope and selflessly asked that I let you love me in return. That was all you've ever asked from me, yet even that I didn't give.

I cannot blame you, everyone and everything has it's limit... even love... It's true that you never know what you have until you've lost it...

It's been 8 years since I left you and never a day pass that I don't think of you. It maybe late, maybe you've found someone who loves you and you love in return. Maybe you have now the kids you've always wanted and would have given up because for me. Maybe you're now living the life that you've always wanted, a loving wife, bunch of kids, homecooked dinners and picnics on sundays.

Know that I'm happy for you, and that the love and care you've shown and given me was never a waste. It maybe a little late, but winter gave way to spring and I have you to thank for that.

Maybe we weren't meant to be together in this lifetime, maybe you were meant just to heal my heart so that it'll know your love.

In the next lifetime when we meet, my heart will know you and remember your love. And by then my true love, I will never let you go....

Koi Anjaan

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Koi Anjaan Jab Apna Ban Jata Hai...

Najanay Kyun Wo Bohat Yaad Ata Hai,

Laakh Bhulana Chaho Us Chehray Ko Magar...

Aks Us ka Har Cheez Main Nazer Aata Hai..

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I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands

  

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If I had a star for every time you brightened my day...

I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands  

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