My sOul waS in Search

 

Dreamt that I was innocent
all empty from clothes
my skin
in touch with reality
as my soul is in search
to hear your murmur: Love me

I offered you my love
wrapped in honesty
pure to catch up with you
shrunk with disbelief
I asking you: Love me

 

with your gorgeousness
as you play with the waves
breaking one after another
taking them in your hands
touching them one after another

I want to be called with your name
just

 what color is love?
the one you chose to paint me?
the one you narrowed into my heart and nested in grave,
what color was it?

 

I am longing in my gr

To receive the flowersWith your hand written note: Loved you

My angel

I cursed her. Human by the day...

crow by night.

I just remembered when she flies from the window 

and let her violin falling down on the floor.

Her face is like an angel. 

But now her dark wings only bring death. 

And you know...

Death is an angel...

a black winged angel."

And tears will Dry

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Speak to me

For I have seen

Your waning smile

Your scars concealed

So far from home, do you know you're not alone

Sleep tonight

Sweet summerlight

Scattered yesterdays, the past is far away

How fast time passed by

The transience of life

wasted moments won't return

we will never feel again

Beyond my dreams

Ever with me

You flash before my eyes, a final fading sigh

But the sun will (always) rise

And tears will dry

Of all that is to come, the dream has just begun

And time is speeding by

The transience of life

wasted moments wont return

And we will never feel again

Hume Na Dhundh Paoge

                                                           

   kabi jo hum nahi hon gay…

kaha kis ko batao gay…

wo apni uljanein sari..

wo becheini main doobe pal….

wo aankhon main chupe aansu…

kise phir tum dikhao gay…

kabi jo hum nahi hon gay…

boht bechan hon gay…

boht tanha reh jao gay…

abi b tum nahi samjhay…

humari ankahi batain…

mgr jab yaad aayein gay…

boht tum ko rulayein gay…

boht chaho gay phir b…

hamay na doond pao gay…!!

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Have To accept Time

It’s too much

The pain

The regret

The mistakes

It’s all too much

I can’t take it anymore

I just can’t take it

So tired

of struggling

against these chains

Can’t fight

this urge

any longer

Time

to give in

Just want

to let go

of it all

Just want

to be

free

Demons

laughing in

my ear

They whisper

all of my mistakes

never letting me

forget

I can’t take

anymore

Time to

give in

Time to

let it

all go

Time to

embrace the

demons

and accept

what I deserve….

Jo mera Ho nahi paya Wo tera ho nahin sakta

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Mauhabbat ek ehsasson ki pawan si kahaani hai

kabhi kabira deewana tha, kabhi meera diwani thi

yahaan sab log kehte hain meri aankhon mein aasoon hain

jo tu samjhe to moti hai, naa samjhe to paani hai

samandar peer ka andar hai lekin ro nahin sakta

ye aasoon pyaar ka moti hai isko kho nahin sakta

meri chahaht ko apna tu bana lena magar sun le

jo mera ho nahin paaya wo tera ho nahin sakta

Ki brahmar koi kumudni par machal baitha to hangama

hamaare dil mein koi khwab pal baitha to hungama

abhi tak doob kar sunte the sab kissa mauhabbat ka

mein kisse ko hakikat mein badal baitha to hungaama

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Tu Laut Aa

Jab kabhi tera dil gabraye to lot ana

 Agr tujhe meri yaad sataye to lot ana

 Kuch waqt acha guzara hai sath tumhare

 Us waqt ki awaz ay to lot ana

 Aik waqt k lye sub he dost ban jate hain

 Jab koi tjhe thukraye tau lot ana

 Najane kaise din raat teri yad mein guzarte hain

 Ye paigam mil jaye tau lot ana.

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My Eyes Could Not See

♥

I loved you more than I have ever known

Those starry eyes

Those tender lips

You made my heart melt

Then boil into a roaring fire

I now know

What my eyes could not see

You are the only one that is for me

Many nights those tears flew

Being myself without anyone

Anyone to care about the thoughts

Looking at the sky and knowing

Many mistakes I had

Many mistakes I have had

Na jane Kyun Anjan He meRE Dard se

Aankhon Main Baaqi Reh Gaye, Ab Teray Khad-o-Khaal Se

Lub Pe Hain Kuch Sawal Se, Dil Main Hain Kuch Malaal Se

Tu Jo Gaya To Yuun Laga, Tanha Hoon Kainaat Main

Raatain Thaki Thaki Meri, Din Bhi Meray Nidhaal Se

Itne Qareeb Hoon Teray, Rasta Na Wehem Ko Milay

So‘un Teray Hisaar Main, Jagoon Teray Jamal Se

Mujh Ko Hain Kaam Aur Bhi, Kuch To Karo Mera Khayal

Aatay Ho Jab Khayal Main, Jatay Nahi Khayal Se

Tujh Si Hasee‘n Ghazal Koi, Mujh Sa Ghazal Sara Koi

Dunia Main Ho Ager Kaheen, Waazeh Karo Misaal Se

Uss Se Gila Ay Dosto, Itna Sa Hai Ke Wo Mujhe

Samjha Nahi Hai Aaj Tak, Ghaafil Hai Meray Haal Se .

Her First Touch

As She stood behind me

Her body against mine

Her arms wrapped around me

Her hands caressing me

I felt a sensation

A sensation my body has never felt

As i felt her soft kisses and tongue

Starting at the top of my ear

Slowly moving down to my neck

My body melted

As his hands wrapped around my waist

Slowly to my stomach

My body tingled

A touch

A caress

A kiss

Never felt so right

A distant, hidden fantasy of her

Never imagined would happen

Never thought to come true

Has not only filled my dreams every night

But has become real

No longer a dream

No longer a fantasy

It has become

A reality 

That First Touch

Our Love will Fly with angels and memories of those daYs

I'll fly with an Angel, life's Love seems so near,


I'll share with her my feelings from my Heart it comes so clear.


As we share together, hand and hand to the end,


She tells me the Love I have,means more then just a friend.


We seem to talk forever, as time goes by so slow,


We share with Loving Feelings, love just seems to flow.


We talk about our problems and Heart breaks it has cost,


Many sharing memories and Love we have lost.


She put her arms around me, as her tears do seem to flow,


She tells me that she loves me, she'll never let me go.


As our Love moved forward, we seem to part our ways,


Our Love will fly with Angels and memories of those days..

Never Ending Of love

As we walk through this kingdom of Life,

Many dwell on Dreams from our Hearts.

Hearts filled with Love to be shared with Loved ones.

Like the stars in the Heavens,

Many dreams will sparkle with never ending light,

Others will lose its sparkle as they fall.

We should not let these falling dreams,

End the sparkle of Love.

We should learn from them and know that our Hearts,

Like the stars in the heavens, will always be filled with

Light of never ending dreams of Love.

You are Mine

Your the one for me 

In my heart I feel like we were meant to be 

No one has ever made me feel the way I do 

But thats was way before I met you 

I've never fallen in love so fast 

I just hope this feeling will last

Your the one I've been searching for my whole life 

And one of these years I wish to be your wife 

I hope you feel the way I feel 

Because all of this just seems 

to wonderful to be real.

Your smile awakens my soul, 

As the sun awakens the day. 

A kiss and my life is yours, 

It seems a fair price to pay. 

Your touch arouses my senses, 

As the moon arouses the night. 

Hold me and win me forever, 

In your arms all things are right. 

Your heart endures all emotion, 

As the sky endures all the stars. 

Love me and we'll have eternity, 

There is no greater love than ours.

I am  still here Always waiting For you

As I look into your eyes

I can't seem to look away

I get lost into the moment

Each and every day

You thought I didn't like you

You thought that I moved on

But to tell you the total truth...

My feelings aren't gone

I'm still here, still waiting

For us to finally be

I'll stay here for as long as it takes

For you to be with me

I'm still here inside your heart

I'll never give up on you

You'll never find anyone else

Who loves you like I do

I'm still here just waiting

For you to finally realize

I'm still here waiting for you to see me

How I see you through my eyes .